*I wrote this to my wife when she lost her family dog and best friend of the previous 12 years.*
You sent a dog to save a girl. I have never gotten a full story. I’ve never heard a full account. I have seen the love in her eyes. I’ve seen her hug and care for and love a creature with so much love. It’s love I know she’ll one day pour out upon a child tenfold. It’s maybe what drew me to her in the first place. Her obvious ability to love and care for others. She will be an amazing mother partly due to a dog.
I’ve only known that dog to be old. I’ve only known the whines and the cries. The confusion. From my eyes he has been ready for a long while. But he wouldn’t let her go. He knew she still needed him. I saw a puppy in pictures. I saw a puppy in her eyes every time she laid with him and pet his curly black fur. I saw love for a dog that never left her. I saw my wife, with so much capacity to love, unable to stop loving a dog that couldn’t stop loving her.
I never heard of every night. I know they existed. The nights that she cried. The nights she felt so alone. The nights that she thought, “why did I upend my life, to what end?” I know there were many tear-filled nights. I had to go through the same. I had a roommate and a best friend some of those nights, so I know. I know what comfort is in those moments. I know that on every tear-filled night there was a furry, black, kind creature that wouldn’t leave her side. I know this because I’ve seen the love she holds for an animal that saved her life.
I will never understand the full extent of the bond between my wife and this dog. I’ve only seen an animal that can hardly see or move, let alone play. I see the love in her eyes, and I know he used to play. He always comforted. He was always there for her.
Now his time has come. I know this will be one of the hardest things my wife ever goes through. Maybe the hardest thing since she changed her whole life to come back home. He was there for her then. He can’t be there for her anymore. I know he’s been waiting. He’s been waiting for me. I now must replace the perfect, never ending, never ceasing, never decreasing love and devotion of your creature. He wouldn’t leave her. Now he must. I’ll love her and care for her to the best of my ability. I hope to come close to the love of a dog for his girl.
I don’t know where my wife would be without a fluffy, black dog. I don’t know if I ever would have met her. In a million ways we would have never crossed paths. If not for a dog, she wouldn’t be in my life. If not for the many nights of comfort when she didn’t know if she could do it. If not for every time he nuzzled her tears and begged for a pat on the head. If not for his love, who knows where my wife would be?
You knew my wife needed a dog. You sent the perfect one.
Now it’s his time to move on. I’m sure it means there’s a child or an individual who needs him more. You sent an angel in a fluffy, black, four-legged body to bring light to a home and to a young girl. Now he’s needed elsewhere. I pray only that I can love her as he loved her. Support her as he supported her. Comfort her as he comforted her.
You are a Father who loves us so much. You send creatures to save our lives. You love us in many ways, including through the loving eyes of a puppy.
You sent Parley to save my wife.
Thank you.
No Coincidences 