I don’t know why it happened. I don’t know what happened. That’s why I’m writing it. Maybe writing it down will help me to understand.
It’s 1/2/25 at 9:00 in the morning. It’s my first day back at work in something like 2 weeks. I’m driving to a client’s office. I’m listening to a podcast called Y Religion. They’re discussing 50 relics of the restoration; 50 items from the time the gospel of Jesus Christ was being restored.
They mention a microphone used by Spencer W. Kimball. I love Spencer W. Kimball. He is one of my favorite prophets.
As I’m writing this, I’m remembering what they talked about before this microphone. What they talked about before this microphone was the original manuscript of Jesus the Christ written by James E. Talmage. They emphasized that the writing of Jesus the Christ, one of the most impactful books of my life, was inspired by the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints attempting to re-emphasize its focus on what is most important: Jesus Christ.
The podcasters said sometimes the culture needs to be reminded of what our most important focus is.
I wondered if the Church needs that reminder again today.
I remember thinking that President Russell M. Nelson, a prophet today, is trying.
They talked about the microphone. Brad Wilcox, the provider of one of my all-time favorite talks/speeches/dissertations (His Grace is Sufficient) started talking about Spencer W. Kimball. He shared a story from when he was on his mission and for the first time would hear a radio broadcast of General Conference. Back in those days, certain countries only got Conference in written word months after Conference completed. Brad Wilcox as a young missionary was disappointed when the radio turned on and he realized it was just a translator. Of course it was a translator. The message needed to be broadcast to this particular area in Spanish.
Then, he said, Spencer W. Kimball came on the radio with his telltale, well-known scratchy voice. The small group of saints asked Brad, “Who is that????”
He replied, and as he told the story he choked up, “That is the prophet of God.”
On the podcast, they then started to discuss the sacrifice that Spencer Kimball went through – losing his vocal cords and continuing to preach, speak regularly, and guide God’s church.
I thought about that sacrifice.
What have we gone through?
Have we lost our vocal cords and then been asked to continue to preach?
I thought about that sacrifice. I thought about that prophet of God. I thought about that voice.
And while I was driving in the car, I was crying. I didn’t even know I was crying. I didn’t know why I was crying. I still don’t know why I was crying.
I started thinking about why I was crying.
They talked about the kindness of Spencer W. Kimball and how losing his vocal cords made him so gentle, so empathetic to the suffering of others.
I thought about my current calling as Elders Quorum President.
I thought about how much I fall short in that calling.
I thought about telling my quorum that I’m a bad ministering brother. But I try. And asking them, who are also bad ministering brothers, to also try.
I thought about all the suffering I’ve learned about in our ward since becoming president. I thought about all the loneliness and sickness and illness and suffering and heartache.
I thought about my daughters.
I thought about the client I was about to see and some of the personal things he had told me about his family when he invited me to a Suns game once.
I thought about the suffering of his family.
I thought about all the suffering my daughters would have to endure in this life.
And I asked why.
And I cried harder.
And I reminded myself of why.
We know the why. Luckily, I know the why. I’ve written about it here a hundred times.
And then I pulled up to a light. And I looked directly at a homeless man. And I thought about giving him a dollar. And I wondered if the light was going to change. And I thought about how I didn’t want him to have to limp over to me for a dollar. Then he started to limp over to me. And I let him pass. And I let him walk back by me. And I wondered if he had a drug addiction.
And I thought about all the suffering in the world.
And I cried.
I wrote this. And I still don’t know quite what it means.
I know the world is going to get a lot harder and there’s going to be a lot of suffering.
And I’m going to ask why, despite knowing the answer.
And I realize that sometimes knowing why will make it easier, maybe even help, and sometimes, maybe it won’t.
And I worry about my daughters.
And I worry about this world.
And I worry about all the lost and lonely people.
And I wonder why.
And I want Jesus Christ to come back so it can stop. I want to help. But my efforts seem so small and fruitless. I’m a bad ministering brother and a bad Elders Quorum President and I wonder, I can’t possibly be who God needs in this position now.
And I feel so small.
And I just want Christ to come back and fix it all.
But I know before that happens this all has to get a lot harder. It has to get so much harder.
And I worry.
And I have faith.
And I wonder if my faith is enough.
And I cry.
So I wipe my eyes and blow my nose, hoping the client can’t tell that I’ve been crying. And I go about my day, always with why in the back of my mind.
While looking at the cover picture for this post, an obvious realization came to me.
Look closely at that picture. What do you see?
The top of the picture is glorious. You can faintly make out a being in that bright light, coming out of the clouds.
It was the bottom of the picture that caught my attention. One word comes to mind: desolation.
It hit me why desolation and pain and suffering and death and starvation and destruction must happen to the people on this Earth before Christ’s Second Coming. People on earth are so stubborn and prideful. We wouldn’t accept Christ if He came out of the sky right now. With Netflix, food, water, and our comfortable lives, if we saw Him come straight out of the clouds as a bright star, we would be fascinated for as long as we’re fascinated with anything that hits the news.
Many would deny it as some sort of special effects stunt put on by the media.
The collective reaction of Earth seemed to be, “cool.”
How long would Christ’s coming fascinate us if it happened tomorrow? A week? A year? A day? Then it would become old news and we’d move on. Seriously. Seems ridiculous? I think it’s true.
Destruction will make people humble themselves and accept Christ when He comes. It will make some people realize man isn’t great at governing a planet and we need some help from something, anything. For those opposed to God and religion, what happens before the Second Coming may even make them concede we need help from the divine. The destruction of Earth that will come in the last days (these days) will hopefully lead to many realizing Satan’s principles (which now run the world) are destructive. Greed, envy, anger, jealousy, deceit, lust, and revenge cannot run a fruitful society.
The destruction will make people realize they need Jesus Christ. We see it now, today. No one thinks they need Christ in their life. No one cares about God. We’re comfortable. Life is good.
What happens when life isn’t as comfortable? People turn to God.
Life will get drastically less “good” before His coming. Many will cry about how it is unfair and how could a loving God let this happen to us? We let this happen to us. Our choices will lead us to that point.
What is the being in the top of that picture coming to do? What will Jesus Christ be coming to the earth to do? Look at the bottom of the picture again. When the Earth is destroyed, all our comforts and idols that we relied so heavily on gone, when that time comes, He will be coming to heal. He will be coming to fix what is broken. Who can deny we are broken?
While the destruction of the Second Coming can be a frightening topic, for the faithful it will be a bittersweet time to rejoice. While destruction happens around us, we can have faith and confidence that God is keeping all His promises to us, His children.
When that time comes, as fear grips the Earth, we can have joy amidst the world’s uncertainty. We will know our Savior is coming. We will know we can rely on Him. We will know, as long as we put our faith and trust in Him, all will work out for our benefit and for His glory.
As the world falls deeper and deeper into turmoil, what a comfort that is.
The guy I worked with received a call, heard his daughter’s voice crying and asking for help, and then the “kidnappers” claimed if they didn’t receive money soon, she would be dead.
It wasn’t until much panic had ensued that they learned the daughter, in the case of my coworker, was safely at school.
In case you missed it, I’ll make this clear: what my coworker heard on the other end of the phone was his daughter crying. Whoever was calling him had used audio, somehow attained (Facebook, Instagram, Snapchat, TikTok, who knows?) to make it sound just like his daughter.
Artificial Intelligence is causing the lines between reality and fiction to be blurred.
I sometimes wonder what it will be like when Christ comes down from the sky. I wonder if most people will think it’s some technological spectacle and brush it off.
We see UFOs daily and no one cares.
Seeing is no longer believing. We can no longer trust what we hear.
I recently went about educating myself on the current conflict in the Middle East between Israel and Palestine. It was briefly a popular subject in the news recently. Then, as the news is wont to do, the next hot topic came, and we didn’t hear about this issue anymore. That doesn’t mean this is no longer an issue, only that we’re not hearing about it as much. This problem has been ongoing for decades.
First, a disclaimer before broaching this subject: what is happening in the Middle East is a complex issue today, has been for a very long time, and will continue to be. As is often the case in multi-decade feuds between different cultures, this isn’t a simple movie plot – bad guys vs good guys. No superlatives will properly express how complex this issue is, so I won’t use any. I’ll leave it at the statement: this is a complex issue.
Before I get into this complex issue, I must state something of vast importance. It is important we don’t hate anyone, on either side. That includes hating the Jews, which is becoming a “hip” thing to do lately. It is of critical importance that we don’t completely vilify and blame the Jewish people for the atrocities that have been performed. Yes, atrocities are being performed. But, if we hate and vilify and discriminate against the Jewish people for the acts of a few or even of many, we are doing exactly what we’re so angry at the Jews for. We are mistreating people. Whether people are right or wrong, mistreating them is never an acceptable response.
A little historical background on what has happened and has been happening in Israel/Palestine, for those like me who have kept themselves blissfully ignorant of the topic.
At the end of World War II many Jewish people were displaced, their homes destroyed, they had nowhere to go. As these refugees wondered where they should go, a natural gathering to their ancient homeland started to occur. The only problem was their homeland was already home to a new group of people. The area of “Israel,” the land gifted to Abraham and his Jewish descendants by God, had become Palestine. New people had been living there for centuries.
The Bible has long prophesied of the gathering of Jews back to their homeland. The 20th Century has seen many Jewish people gather back to the land of Israel, making it a nation again, for the first time in 2,000 years. Did this gathering fulfill prophesy? In part. That prophesy won’t be completely fulfilled until Christ returns and shows the Jewish descendants of Abraham the prints in his hands and feet and they accept the Lord as their Christ.
Since we are witnessing, in our time, a prophesy fulfilled only in part, it’s obvious why this topic is so important to study and understand. It fascinates me that something prophesied of for centuries has been happening right before our eyes, in our time, our parents’ time, and our grandparents’ time. Yet we all act like this isn’t a big deal. Prophesy fulfilled in the dispensation of the fullness of times. Another reminder of the significance of the time we now find ourselves in.
When I heard of the issues in Israel, I realized I needed to pay attention. I’m aggressive in my avoidance of news and current affairs. I know I should do better. When I heard about Israel in the news, and as a studier and believer of the Bible, I was ashamed and embarrassed to be so ignorant on such an important topic. My ignorance needed to be rectified. The events in the Middle East are prophetic and important. Which led to my study of the subject.
What has happened as part of this 20th century gathering is what has happened anytime a people travels to an inhabited land in hopes of making it their own. This mass migration of the Jewish people back to Israel/Palestine has led to war, contention, and oppression. The Jewish people have established a Jewish state: Israel exists again. This establishment has shown little regard for the previous inhabitants. As the Jews have established some dominance and control in the region, naturally they exert some pressure on the previous people. The oppressed from history and particularly World War 2 have become the oppressors. Due to a lot of outside support, the Jewish state of Israel has been given much leeway in human rights violations. Public opinion has always been on the side of Israel, largely due to the support of Bible believing Christian countries (see documentary The Occupation of the American Mind).
There is wrongdoing on both sides. The Jewish people/Israel are not blameless. The Arabs/Palestine are not blameless. There is blood on the hands of both sides. This is in large part what makes this issue so complex. When conflict becomes decades of conflict, an eye for an eye becomes 100,000 eyes for 100,000 eyes.
That’s the million-foot view. The difficulty I’ve found in researching this subject is the bias you get from both sides. I’ve found it difficult to find completely impartial, factual, and historical information. The best and most impartial documentary I’ve watched so far is Two Blue Lines. That’s where much of my thoughts on this topic will come from. That documentary really made me think about this problem from different angles.
My hope is that I can give some thoughts on this issue, in the simplest and most layman terms, to help others realize how important it is we pay attention to what’s happening in the Middle East. Instead of saying too much in a breakdown of this topic, I’ll just share some interesting thoughts that developed from the documentaries I’ve watched. At the end of this, I’ll list out these documentaries if you’d like to further educate yourself on the important events happening in Palestine.
One topic that developed in the documentary Two Blue Lines was the idea that the Jewish people had become grounded in the land and not in the people. I believe it was a Jewish rabbi that pointed out it isn’t the land of Israel that makes Judaism, it is the people, no matter where they are. He talked about how Judaism is confused. God wants love. Judaism is one with all people. Judaism should be love and peace and brotherhood. What’s happening in the nation of Israel is the people are becoming grounded in land, and not religion. They have linked themselves to the earth, to something temporal. Judaism is more than a land, it is bigger. Judaism has survived as a people, a religion, and a culture through centuries of persecution and attempts at eradication because of their strong roots in God. Jews believe they are God’s chosen people. Rooting themselves to the land of Israel weakens what has always been their strength. The issue in Israel has become a people linked to a land instead of to God.
As a studier of the Bible, I realized I fell into this grounded in land and not in people thinking. My first thought (when completely ignorant of the issue) was – “of course the Jews are coming back to Israel by any means necessary. The Bible said it was rightfully theirs, the Bible tells us they would return to it, of course this is happening.” That, though, doesn’t excuse oppressive or unloving behavior. Prophesy told us the Jews would be scourged from generation to generation for what was done to Jesus Christ (2 Nephi 25:16), this didn’t make the Holocaust rightful in anyway. In a similar way, just because the Jewish return to Israel was prophesied doesn’t make Jewish mistreatment of Palestinians acceptable.
Other thoughts, mostly from Two Blue Lines and The Gatekeepers:
This is quickly going to become a more relevant issue in the United States.
A girl talked about how the Jews are repeating history. Similar to what was done to them so recently in the Holocaust they are now doing to others. She talks about how it’s hard to stop because it’s not one person, it’s like a movement. It’s gaining momentum and it’s happening.
One Jewish lady said that history will not look kindly on what is happening in Israel. Live by the sword die by the sword. They are committing war crimes. History takes note. Maybe not today, but one day. She said this ~30 years ago. We’re seeing that day come. As mentioned, the public shift against the Jews and the state of Israel is happening now, right before our eyes.
A fascinating point was made about segregation. Israel was established in 1948. At that time, they modeled after and looked up to the United States which was the pinnacle of the western world. At that time the US was still a segregated country. 70 years later Israel hasn’t had a civil rights movement. They still live in segregation, but instead of black people being discriminated against it’s Palestinians who are being mistreated. For a real-world picture of this watch the fictional movie A Borrowed Identity.
These are quotes from individuals In Two Blue Lines
“It’s clear that there will not be peace if we continue to demolish innocent peoples’ houses….”
“What is more dangerous is what this (mistreating Palestinians) does to Israeli people… as Israeli soldiers and citizens we become, from year to year, more animals.”
“What’s worse is what is being done to Israeli people, we are becoming animals.”
The Gaza Strip (the most fought over land in possibly all the world) is the size of Mobile Alabama with 10x the population.
As you watch this, don’t villainize the Jewish people. Then you are perpetuating the evil. Understand they are confused, and they are wrong. They do need to be held accountable. It needs to stop. They need to stop treating others how they have been treated. They need to treat others how they WANT to be treated.
One individual pointed out that the Palestinians don’t have a state or an army. This “war” is against a people. You can’t have ethnic democracy, or “Jewish democracy.” Either you believe in democracy, or you believe in a Jewish state.
From The Gatekeepers – all former Shin Bet (Israel’s internal security service, think the FBI) leaders were unanimous; Israel must talk with the terrorists. They must talk with anyone that might talk to them. Peace cannot come through military or tactics or fighting or intelligence. Another of the Shin Bet leaders, the oldest one in the last 7 min of the documentary talked about how the occupation is making young Israelis cruel. They’re becoming like Germany when they occupied territories. Not how Germany was towards the Jews, but how they were to all the others they occupied (Polish, Danish, Norwegians, etc.). He said, “We win every battle, but we lose the war.”
That’s some of what I learned from conflicts in the Middle East. I’ll now present some scriptural evidence of the prophesy being fulfilled.
From a commentary on Doctrine and Covenants section 133 (items in parentheses are my own insertions): “The Gentiles who obeyed the Gospel were commanded (v. 12) to gather in Zion (Utah/America), and those of the house of Judah were to flee to Jerusalem (seen in 20th century, as discussed) (v. 13). This is in harmony with the prediction of Isaiah and Micah, that out of Zion (America) shall go forth the law, and the word of the Lord (Bible) from Jerusalem (Micah 4:2). For from both these centers the Lord shall judge. Jerusalem shall be re-built and become a holy city, the capital for Judah, and Zion shall be the capital and city of our God, for Ephraim and his fellows (why so many of the tribe of Ephraim are already in America). Both shall be seats of government in unison with each other, and the Lord shall dwell in both.” (Smith and Sjodahl commentary).
Zechariah 14:1-5 reads:
Behold, the day of the Lord cometh, and thy spoil shall be divided in the midst of thee.
2 For I will gather all nations against Jerusalem to battle; and the city shall be taken, and the houses rifled, and the women ravished; and half of the city shall go forth into captivity, and the residue of the people shall not be cut off from the city.
3 Then shall the Lord go forth, and fight against those nations, as when he fought in the day of battle.
4 And his feet shall stand in that day upon the mount of Olives, which is before Jerusalem on the east, and the mount of Olives shall cleave in the midst thereof toward the east and toward the west, and there shall be a very great valley; and half of the mountain shall remove toward the north, and half of it toward the south.
5 And ye shall flee to the valley of the mountains; for the valley of the mountains shall reach unto Azal: yea, ye shall flee, like as ye fled from before the earthquake in the days of Uzziah king of Judah: and the Lord my God shall come, and all the saints with thee.
This what the Jews expected from their Savior, the Messiah. They expected a warrior. A soldier to redeem them from the occupation of the Romans. Instead, they got the Lamb of God. That phrase had largely been removed from their scripture. Search for it in our current Old Testament and you will not find “Lamb of God” referenced. Why? Because it did not fit the image the Jewish people wanted from their King. They wanted and expected a king more akin to David, not Solomon.
Zechariah 14:1-5 is a yet to be fulfilled prophesy. As I heard of the hate and vitriol being pointed towards the Jews in the news and on social media, I realized it was starting. It’s long been a question: with the state of Israel so favored worldwide, how would this prophesy come to be? When would the armies encompass them about? As we see time and time again, political alliances and mutually beneficial allegiances turn quickly when public opinion starts to turn. Public opinion against the nation of Israel is changing right before our eyes. Prophesy is beginning to take its shape.
54 And he (Christ) said also to the people, When ye see a cloud rise out of the west, straightway ye say, There cometh a shower; and so it is.
55 And when ye see the south wind blow, ye say, There will be heat; and it cometh to pass.
56 Ye hypocrites, ye can discern the face of the sky and of the earth; but how is it that ye do not discern this time?
The Jewish people must turn to their Savior and accept that He has already come before them. They can’t rely on alliances with the United States any longer. They must trust in the Lord their God. They are the chosen of the Lord, even despite their great mistakes. He still loves them; they are still His people. They must turn to Him and trust in Him. Political alliances are fickle. The Lord’s covenants with the people of Israel are eternal.
Tragedies have occurred in the Palestine/Israel conflict on both sides. Inhumane treatment abounds. The opposite of love has been shown for God’s children. We are all God’s children. The Jewish people know this. They must turn from their obsession in obtaining their homeland and instead make the world a promised land. They must repent for the sins of few or many. They must correct wrongs currently being done in the Middle East. When they do this, they will continue to have the favor of the Lord Jesus Christ, and no one can come against them.
For more on the signs of the Second Coming see this link:
About the media’s influence on America determining how we view this issue and ultimately whose “side” we end up on because of that media influence.
Two Blue Lines (2015)
Can be found for purchase on Amazon Prime Video, Youtube, Apple TV.
Best, most impartial documentary I’ve seen.
A Borrowed Identity (2015)
Can be found for purchase on Amazon Prime Video.
Fictional account of a Palestinian living in occupied territory. This one teaches less general facts as it’s not a documentary, but teaches a lot, nonetheless. It gives a real life feel to how this has impacted individual, real people, for generations.
The Gatekeepers (2012)
Can be found on Hulu, Starz, Amazon Prime Video, and others.
Documentary of the intelligence agency in Israel. Very powerful.
How will God convince the Jews that Jesus is the Redeemer, the Messiah, the Son of God?
Is the Jewish nation to wait for Christ to return in His glory for them to realize the truth? Will God’s chosen people be left to learn of Christ’s divinity at the same moment that the rest of the world does, when Christ returns?
Will the Jewish nation learn of the divinity of Jesus Christ when they see Him come down in glory, and behold the prints in His hands and feet?
Has God provided a tool for the redemption of His people? A second witness?
I don’t think God would leave only one witness of such an important thing. Especially when it concerns not only all His children, but His chosen people.
So, what is that tool? What is the second witness?
Obviously, it is the Book of Mormon.
Another testament of Jesus Christ.
I had this realization recently and wanted to share. It’s easy to take for granted what the Book of Mormon is. Another testament of Jesus Christ. Another book of scripture. Another witness. More proof that Jesus was and is the Christ. Jesus is the Savior. Jesus is where our redemption lies.
What a blessing to live in a time where we have further evidence. What a blessing that we have additional scripture. I look forward, as the dispensation of the fullness of times continues to expand, for more scripture to be revealed. I look forward to receiving more of God’s word. Will the world reject future scripture just as they’ve rejected the Book of Mormon? Surely God isn’t done with us. Surely, He still speaks to us.
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